Seems ages…….since I blogged last…….what a way to live…..What is life if full of care you don’t have time even to blog…….for me blogging is thinking aloud……on screen. Probably haven’t been thinking at all……just going through life’s motions. Feel like throwing up everything….literally…..running away….just to keep running….like Forrest Gump. His running brought him fame and laurels. My running would just end up leaving me panting and exhausted. In retrospect, life hasn’t been so bad after all……there were a couple of good feedbacks for my job….got to see “ayudha eluthu”, and oh yes got to see ‘Amadeus’ again. What a film and what a performance….superlative is the word. Wheedled my spouse into buying me a couple of sarees which I haven’t got around to wearing yet…..waiting for an occasion. But have anything of these been worthwhile? Nay! But it might be if I get to go to ‘Banyan’ this weekend.

What is this ‘inner voice’ that everyone keeps referring to? Some say it is one’s ‘conscience’, some say it is your ‘better sense’, ‘sixth sense’. Another extreme says it is God speaking to you/through you. My ‘inner voice’ is forever at loggerheads with my rational voice and manages to win all the time, though of course the win has not always been to my benefit. I wonder if that is that part of you that wants to be heard out and therefore dictates to you and makes you do things that will be noticed, not that it will be appreciated…….the suicidal streak!